to lose 80 pounds.
to feel confident and beautiful for once in my life. .
to take on the world and never look back.
“give me love like never before cos’ lately i’ve been craving more.
and it’s been awhile, but i still feel the same;”
i can’t pretend i don’t care when you say the things you do because inside it’s shattering everything that i am.
don’t preach to me of your insecurities and past experiences and claim that i am the same as the others.
i am seeking refuge in that distant look upon your eyes, your cold heart and bitter touch.
tonight I’ll choke back the tears and pretend there’s no pain in the things you do.
tomorrow i’ll cover the bruises and live another day behind a lie.
maybe someday i’ll have the strength to walk away;
you let the words dance off the tip of your tongue.
all emotion drained from your face.
you say the words my ears long to hear.
yet the cold settles into your hollow heart.
‘funny your the broken one but i’m the only one who needed saving. when you never see the light its hard to know which one of us is caving…..i want you to stay’
don’t tell me ‘cause it hurts;
i’m learning to fall. i can’t hardly breathe;